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i'm a jersey girl born & raised, babyyy; i'm the type of person that wears my heart on my sleeve, & i care a little too much about how other people feel, and not enough about myself & my problems; i really need to work on that, 'cause if people don't care how i feel, then why should i care how they feel ? 99% of the time i speak whats on my mind and honestly, i don't care what you think or how you'll respond . if you don't like the truth, then don't bother talking to meee . also, if you're a liar just get the fuck off of my page because i cannot stand when people can just sit there and lie straight to your face. yes, everyone has a little lie here and there; but constantly? no. not happening. i won't deal with it. i hate liars/being lied to. so therefore, i won't lie to you. i live with no regrets 'cause there's no point to dwell on what you've done in the past . think about your future and what matters to you the most; & if its there, then cherish it 'cause in all honesty...you never know what you've got until it's gone . in the same note, i've learned to live for the moment, 'cause you never know if there will be a ' tomorrow ' . tomorrow could bring the best or the worst , but you never know if you can depend on it, until your eyes are opened and you see it's really there . i'm scottish, welsh, irish, spanish, and native american . i'm 5'1 1/2 and 106lbs. one of my nicknames has been tiny ever since i can remember. i'm 100% single; honestly i'm just letting life lead me where i should be. i have a pretty awesome family that stands by me no matter what; & i'll always do the same in return . i'm the friend that you can always goto, at any given time and i'll most likely drop whatever i'm doing to give you advice, or try to help you with whatever you're going through . everyone makes mistakes in life, and i never hold that against anyone 'cause i believe everyone deserves a second chance; and that theres no point in throwing someones past in their face . i realize that i'm young, and i know that people say that i don't understand things . but they're wrong; i know more than i should, and i understand things very well . alot of people say that theres no such thing as ' young love ' . but i believe differently; i know that i've loved someone, and i know that they've loved me back . love is LOVE . wether you're young or old . you'll always remember your first love, and you'll NEVER forget your last . i'm a strong believer of Karma; what goes around, comes around . everything will become full circle at some point in time . you just have to wait it out and see what it results to . don't rely on someone else for your happiness and self worth . only you can be responsible for that . if you can't love and respect yourself, no one else will be able to make that happen . accept who you are completely; the good and the bad . make changes as YOU see fit; not because you think someone else wants you to be different.